a single moment

woke up at 11:30......... hot tea ..............chatting vth frnds..........my mind is occupied vth many things at dis moment...............one sweet romantic song on one side of ma brain.......... other side is occupied vth nightmares abt a gal i read.......i dun knw wat im upto....i dun knw wat people expect......i dun knw wats lyf........i dun knw why i go to clg.........wen i cnt understand wat dey teach.....wat am i waiting for?...........people to push me in d ryt direction or...........am i waiting for d ryt tym to cum?......or am i waiting for dat single moment............a single moment wen i feel im free....a moment vn i feel im wroth sumthing..........a moment vn i vl love people around me d way i love myself......a moment vn all my sorrows convert into dying happiness...........a moment vn i vl spill d tears of happiness........a moment vn i vl intertwine my fingers vth my beloved.... n laugh lyk never before............a moment vn my mom vl say dat she is proud of me..........i want dat moment.....shud i wait for it to cum?.......or shud i create it?.............doubts as big as mountains..........bt still hope as deep as oceans............im working towards a lyf full of happiness n undying love.............n working towards dat songle moment which vl change my life...................