Sunday, February 28, 2010

a discovery..................

sitting in front of ma pc...............vth tears in ma eyes...i cnt figure wats wrong in ma lyf..........how much i do......wateva i do is wrong........i hve lost strenght to fight.....lost strenght to fight vth ma parents telling dem dat im doing nthing wrong.....lost strenght to maintain relationships..........lost strenght to prove d world dat even im wroth sumthing............i really duno wat d hell more shud i do to make people take me seriously...........ma lyf is full of shit at dis moment..........people r der around me bt dats making me fell all d more lonely...........mayb im expecting more....a gal who was ready to do anything has lost hope on lyf.............lost hope on relationships.........lost hope on herself.........from now begins another chapter of ma lyf...a lyf vthout hope.............mayb i shudnt b dis much hopeless....bt der cums a point in lyf....vn things r outta hand......n u lose hope.......mayb im waiting to b loved..............to hugged by my frnds................to b loved for wat im rather dan to b loved for wat i vl b......................i hve reached a phase of lyf vn ma own shadow seems new...............i hvent realised dat by taking up my parents dreams i vl lose myself...........totally.................bt sumwer in d deepest corner of my heart i knw dat i vl prove everbody who crushed me wrong...............vl prove d world dat im a gal vth ambitions set n goals arranged.............a gal who thinks about things beyond her strength..........yes im discovering myself.........


wish me luck..................

2 comments:

  1. shashi stop worrying ra and y u feel lyk that alone and everyone here 2 support u ra in every instance and i know u dnt lyk 2 do engineering and u does thing for ur parents wish and i knw how u much love 2 do journalism and dream 2 do tht thing bt wat 2 do parents made u 2 do engineering and ok wat ever happen is happen ra and i feel ur strategy is nt working out right nw and i u feel to diffcult 2 go on engineering and dnt dishearted ra and i knw u better of ur capabilty and i can do and take it as a challenge ra and 2 make others proud of u and an encourage can given by everyone ra wat way ur take is important ra and the solution for ur problem is self confidence thts it and ok ok im think making comments complex and u told na make it short the comments and one word 2 u feel free at me and wen ever u feel lyk this jst cal me i can help u ra from dinny

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  2. awesme!!! just luvd it!!!!...1st tym i felt dat u really put on emotions...!!!

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